…but I want to see him. That's the problem. Why would I say no to that?

Thank you, thank you. Self-sacrificing, self-deprecating, it's all the same.

Yes but he did it without telling me first. Jack and I fought about it for a while at least. You know. Like a normal couple.

…my relationships are so screwed up aren't they? Did I tell you that Jack told me he loves me the other day and I said "aw, that's sweet?" Like what the fuck.

Maybe it's a good thing I'm going on tour in May.