I'm so excited to come home and see you and see Chad...Shar and my parents are going to be there Christmas Eve too so it's almost perfect. I just can't believe it's finally almost over.
...and by "privacy issues" you mean they tell each other everything and they're nosy otherwise? Because I knew that already. I have no idea how many emails of mine that Troy's seen at this point and as long as he doesn't know about the pictures I sent Chad I'll be fine. I'm guessing that's why he hasn't tried calling Gabriella again.
I'll just get it from Troy then! You're so mean to me, omg.
I sort of have things planned? Dinner at least, then they're staying at one of their penthouses because I told them I want time with Chad. Need I say again how amazing my mother is?
And you don't think you and Jason are a good cause? I'm shocked.
I do yoga and I'm in love with a man and my fashion sense looks like I got dressed in the dark but paid good money to do so. I'm fairly certain those are all qualifying hippie factors.
That doesn't mean doing it without me! I haven't even licked them yet.
You mean after the initial night in the hotel? To which I have to say that I don't think you should go all the way. Get off, but leave things for later.
You need to set up the charity first, which is why you should let me set you up with him.
...I'm leaving it up to him, actually. I don't even know if I'll blow him when I get home or not, he's never gone that far. I don't feel like overloading him. Why are you giving me advice again?
Great, we can go on a date somewhere in the middle between our states.
You just asked me for advice, that's why. And I think you should take him ice skating, go on walks, be out in public. OUT in public, if you get my meaning. Might help make sure of some things. And, yes, totally take him shopping. Also you shouldn't blow him right away. Go slow. Just hands.
Of course he did, I have puppy dog eyes. Very nice, by the way.
I meant in general, not in regards to my dick. But I mean...I planned on it. I want to show him my version of New York. I want to go out and hold hands in public and integrate him to the idea of "yeah, I'm gay and I have a really hot boyfriend" now that I'll actually be around. He won't let me buy him things so we'll probably window shop. ...and like I said I'll leave it up to him. I can do slow, sorta.
It's not fair that you're so tiny and cute and non-threatening.
He'll come around to letting you buy him stuff, I think. I mean, if you want him to. It can be a bit tough for us normal folk to wrap our mind around it and the fact that we can't reciprocate. But, yeah, I think he really wants you to do that. Might be a big step for you both, but he's envious of any couple we walk past. He wants to be with you. You can do slow for him.
You're telling me. It's great sometimes, but it really sucks when I go meet Chad at his work and all the kids think I'm their age.
I know...I know, I know. I want him to do whatever he's comfortable with but buying things is how I express my love. Anyway yeah he sort of told me. I want it. I want it really, really bad...it's sort of weird. I didn't realize I wanted something permanent that badly. I'll just have to do what I can, right?
Are you being hit on by junior high kids? Poor you.
By the way Gabi's getting on a plane in three hours. Just so you know.
I think he just has to learn that it really isn't a big deal for you to spend money on things. I mean, between the two of us alone here we sometimes count pennies for ramen. Not always, you know, just the end of the month and all that. You're going to be sickeningly cute as a couple, I can't wait.
Yes. Apparently these days I could really score among junior high kids. Probably the boobs.
Should I pick her up? This isn't something I prepared for.
I'm not saying I want to be a sugar daddy or anything, all I'm saying is I want him to be okay with asking for things if he needs or wants them. I don't like the idea of either of you struggling, but at the same time it's sort of fascinating to me. I know you can't wait...and neither can I.
You do have really nice boobs for as tiny as you are. I'd tap that. If I were straight. And thirteen. :P
I think she was planning on having Troy pick her up...
Of course I do, but it's mostly the eyecandy factor.
I'm sure he'll come around. Until then you can just tell him you need to dress him better for your own sake. Also, yes, it's absolutely fascinating. We buy chicken and beef and swap after half for a well-balanced diet.
He'll probably think it's snobby but apparently me being snobby turns him on. Also shut up you know what I mean. I'm treating you both to a really nice dinner when I get home.
Aw baby don't be like that.
...well. She told me not to tell Troy but to tell you. So I don't know. I want to warn Troy but there's the whole point of not wanting to build it up in his head. What do you think?
Of course he doesn't. He's still a jock deep down, gay as he may be. Don't worry, I'll fix that when I get home.
I'm incredibly charming so I've heard. And you two are cute and I owe you a lot for being with him while I've been gone so sure. I think I can spring for that.
That was my question too. I don't know if she was going to call him when she got there or what the deal was. She's kind of nervous about seeing him but she knows it's what she wants. That's al I care about.
You do that. I'm also never sure what to make of that, I mean, he's full of himself but ninety percent of the time he doesn't seem to be aware of being attractive. I think he believes it's something he can turn on and off. No wonder he never noticed your crush.
We'll invite you to instant ramen in exchange.
This is torture, I feel like I'm sitting on coals or something. I want to tell him so badly.
He's sort of just as oblivious as Troy is. Sometimes worse. It's sort of hilarious now in retrospect but before that it was the most aggravating thing about him.
That sounds lovely. Starving artists and all.
I know...I do too. I'd tell Chad but I know he'd tell Troy and then it'd blow out of proportion this is awful, I wish Gabi didn't tell me this! Where is Troy anyway?
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You will! I'm so watching your last show with Chad, just so you know. I can't wait for you to get here.
And I think Troy is allowed to have his phone, but Chad checks up on who he called or messaged? I don't know, they have privacy issues.
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I'm so excited to come home and see you and see Chad...Shar and my parents are going to be there Christmas Eve too so it's almost perfect. I just can't believe it's finally almost over.
...and by "privacy issues" you mean they tell each other everything and they're nosy otherwise? Because I knew that already. I have no idea how many emails of mine that Troy's seen at this point and as long as he doesn't know about the pictures I sent Chad I'll be fine. I'm guessing that's why he hasn't tried calling Gabriella again.
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Do you have it all planned out yet? Dinner with your family after the play or something? I miss you so much.
I don't think Troy has any interest in seeing you stripped down to your underwear. Nice hipbones. :P
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I sort of have things planned? Dinner at least, then they're staying at one of their penthouses because I told them I want time with Chad. Need I say again how amazing my mother is?
...?!?!! Fuck, you saw that?
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Your mom is very amazing. She was understanding of your need for Chad's company?
No, I didn't, just wanted to freak you out. I totally licked his abs though.
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My mom's flawless. She knows how important this is to me even if she doesn't exactly understand why...Mom's a big believer of love.
KELSI! Don't lick his abs without me.
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Your mom is great. I adore her. It's surprising you weren't raised a hippie.
You told me to lick his abs! I have it written and everything.
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I do yoga and I'm in love with a man and my fashion sense looks like I got dressed in the dark but paid good money to do so. I'm fairly certain those are all qualifying hippie factors.
That doesn't mean doing it without me! I haven't even licked them yet.
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It's true. Oh, are you taking Chad shopping when you get here?
You told me to ask him! So I did! He was very shy about it, it was adorable.
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I might. I haven't really decided what I want to do with him first when I get home...suggestions?
...suddenly I'm not sure if you're actually kidding or not. Oh god tell me you're kidding.
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You mean after the initial night in the hotel? To which I have to say that I don't think you should go all the way. Get off, but leave things for later.
I am. I only asked to pet them.
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...I'm leaving it up to him, actually. I don't even know if I'll blow him when I get home or not, he's never gone that far. I don't feel like overloading him. Why are you giving me advice again?
And he let you?
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You just asked me for advice, that's why. And I think you should take him ice skating, go on walks, be out in public. OUT in public, if you get my meaning. Might help make sure of some things. And, yes, totally take him shopping. Also you shouldn't blow him right away. Go slow. Just hands.
Of course he did, I have puppy dog eyes. Very nice, by the way.
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I meant in general, not in regards to my dick. But I mean...I planned on it. I want to show him my version of New York. I want to go out and hold hands in public and integrate him to the idea of "yeah, I'm gay and I have a really hot boyfriend" now that I'll actually be around. He won't let me buy him things so we'll probably window shop. ...and like I said I'll leave it up to him. I can do slow, sorta.
It's not fair that you're so tiny and cute and non-threatening.
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He'll come around to letting you buy him stuff, I think. I mean, if you want him to. It can be a bit tough for us normal folk to wrap our mind around it and the fact that we can't reciprocate. But, yeah, I think he really wants you to do that. Might be a big step for you both, but he's envious of any couple we walk past. He wants to be with you. You can do slow for him.
You're telling me. It's great sometimes, but it really sucks when I go meet Chad at his work and all the kids think I'm their age.
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I know...I know, I know. I want him to do whatever he's comfortable with but buying things is how I express my love. Anyway yeah he sort of told me. I want it. I want it really, really bad...it's sort of weird. I didn't realize I wanted something permanent that badly. I'll just have to do what I can, right?
Are you being hit on by junior high kids? Poor you.
By the way Gabi's getting on a plane in three hours. Just so you know.
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I think he just has to learn that it really isn't a big deal for you to spend money on things. I mean, between the two of us alone here we sometimes count pennies for ramen. Not always, you know, just the end of the month and all that. You're going to be sickeningly cute as a couple, I can't wait.
Yes. Apparently these days I could really score among junior high kids. Probably the boobs.
Should I pick her up? This isn't something I prepared for.
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I'm not saying I want to be a sugar daddy or anything, all I'm saying is I want him to be okay with asking for things if he needs or wants them. I don't like the idea of either of you struggling, but at the same time it's sort of fascinating to me. I know you can't wait...and neither can I.
You do have really nice boobs for as tiny as you are. I'd tap that. If I were straight. And thirteen. :P
I think she was planning on having Troy pick her up...
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I'm sure he'll come around. Until then you can just tell him you need to dress him better for your own sake. Also, yes, it's absolutely fascinating. We buy chicken and beef and swap after half for a well-balanced diet.
omg I'm not talking to you anymore.
Er. Should I be telling Troy that?
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He'll probably think it's snobby but apparently me being snobby turns him on. Also shut up you know what I mean. I'm treating you both to a really nice dinner when I get home.
Aw baby don't be like that.
...well. She told me not to tell Troy but to tell you. So I don't know. I want to warn Troy but there's the whole point of not wanting to build it up in his head. What do you think?
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It is snobby, but that's just part of your charm. You can treat both of us to months of nice dinners. We deserve it for being cute.
This is me ignoring you.
I don't know, how does she expect him to be on the airport if he doesn't know?
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I'm incredibly charming so I've heard. And you two are cute and I owe you a lot for being with him while I've been gone so sure. I think I can spring for that.
That was my question too. I don't know if she was going to call him when she got there or what the deal was. She's kind of nervous about seeing him but she knows it's what she wants. That's al I care about.
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We'll invite you to instant ramen in exchange.
This is torture, I feel like I'm sitting on coals or something. I want to tell him so badly.
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That sounds lovely. Starving artists and all.
I know...I do too. I'd tell Chad but I know he'd tell Troy and then it'd blow out of proportion this is awful, I wish Gabi didn't tell me this! Where is Troy anyway?
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I am not actually sure, I was composing. I didn't even know what time it was.
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