theplaymaker

I'm trying not to think about it too much. But yes, talking is going well…we're okay. I think we're going to be okay and I'm both excited and scared and I don't know how I can deal with waiting until December but I know I want to. Funny, isn't it? I think we all owe the two of them everything. Troy was right…when it's one person, the right person, they can change us all.

Then practice on me. I'm an actor, I can pretend to be Jason.

I really think that you two can work it out. You've always gotten along so well, from that summer onward. We'll see, but I'm hoping with you. ;) And yes... Sometimes I want to go back to that time, but at the same time I'm so excited about where we all are headed.

You can't pretend to be Jason. I swear, he's like the one person in school who could open his mouth and I'd never know what would come out or how he means it. I'm still not sure if he's stupid or his mind just works really strangely.

...I'm A+ girlfriend material.

Because you know we'll always keep each other updated? I'm excited for the future…and I'm excited to see if this thing works the way I hope.

I could pretend to be Jason if I wanted to be. I don't think he's stupid. Chad and I kinda talked about this. Jason's probably secretly smarter than all of us combined.

…Kels. You actually are. You're cute, you're quirky, you're sassy, you're talented, you're dead gorgeous when you let me doll you up a bit…what's not to like about you?

Yeah and because I love seeing all these people I care for work it out and be really great people. And just you wait, I can already see you and Chad in your New York penthouse in a few years.

Then how are you going to pretend to be secretly smart? But, alright, yes, you're right, I don't think he's stupid. I don't really go for stupid.

I'm neurotic, I'm shy, I'm quiet, I still have low self-esteem and I care more about writing and music then just about anything else most the time?

What's that saying about eggs and baskets?

Maybe I am secretly really smart. You don't go for stupid or we wouldn't have dated, you know that.

I'm related to Sharpay. That sort of trumps everything. And if that isn't enough there's the fact I'm also neurotic and obsessive and I've been known to have a mood swing every ten minutes. It's not easy being an artist.

Alright, maybe I just like thinking about New York penthouses.

There is that. Maybe I just go for secretly gay. :P

Not really seeing how this advertises me going for Jason.

...piano making, really?

Don't worry dear you'll get a penthouse too. Come live with me and Chad.

Secretly gay isn't nearly as fun. And it doesn't help your cause, no.

Ask Chad if you don't believe me. He couldn't figure out why I found it hysterical.

But it would be better if he could figure it out, I mean, he's one of Jason't best friends, right? I don't know. I mean, if we were in the same place I could stand in a corner near him like a dork, which is my preferred come hitter method, I'm out of my depth here.

You're not helping yourself out very much are you?

Leave everything to me.

...now I'm terrified.

It'll be okay! The only relationship I have a chance of potentially ruining is mine.

You're really great at this reassurance thing. Are you going to actually tell me anything if I keep pestering you?

Not a chance

Gotta go, I'll text you later, scheming ahead!

xoxo

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