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Kelsi Nielsen ([personal profile] theplaymaker) wrote2014-03-27 05:59 pm
choreographics: (What I've waited for since birth)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shuts up for a second...pause...reflect...and he looks vaguely mollified suddenly.]

...oh. I...oh. God, what am I doing...? This is crazy. This is completely crazy, it's Chad Danforth. We're not at East anymore, this shouldn't even be a problem.
choreographics: (Goodness knows the wicked cry alone)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Being in love with Chad. I'm not in high school anymore. I know I wish I was but I need to grow up and move on. Everyone else did. I can't just keep chasing something that isn't going to work out, it's not fair to anybody. Why am I still in love with him? I haven't even seen him since Troy's party. [But there's a slightly comforted sound at the hair-petting.]
choreographics: ([Chad] And one day he'll say to me)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe. I've been in love with him since the summer after junior year. I have an easy time saying I've been in love, but not actually "I love him." I think it's weird. Love is for people like Troy and Gabi. Not me.

I want it though…I want it a lot.

He's hot. He's hot and funny and ridiculously naive in all of the ways I'm not and the sad thing is I know he would have done everything I asked of him if I'd been patient enough. This is sort of my own demise.
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[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
That would be my crux. I'm slutty and yet I'm clingy.

...you know that that's the only real difference between Jack and Chad? Jack's here. And Jack's kind of an amazing lover and I guess I'll find out if I can handle celibacy when I'm on the road.

I've got more skill than luck. What then?
choreographics: (And true the vision's hazy)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[And suddenly everything is less important as he hones in on something, and he reaches up to stop her hand in his hair]

Are you asking me if I think I can keep from cheating on my boyfriend while I'm away?
choreographics: (Please.)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-27 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
What the fuck, Kels. Why is that a question? Obviously if I'm in a relationship I'm not going to. [and so begins round two of "Ryan you're not making sense."]
choreographics: (I hope you're proud)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
...[He's just going to drag both of his hands down his face and roll on the floor for a moment.] Dating is seriously the worst idea I've ever had. I liked when I was still in the closet and focused on my dancing. That was nice. That was easy.
choreographics: (I'm flying high defying gravity)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Okay let me ask you this. [But he pauses long enough to pinch her leg. Rude.] If you had two really, really attractive men vying for your attention and you were vying for theirs and they were both legitimately perfect with flaws, and yes, Kelsi, I am aware that's not possible, how would you choose the right one? I've never had to make choices. I always get my first pick. I've never had to have options.
choreographics: ([Kelsi] A girl on whom I can rely)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be a bitch. [He's suddenly pulling the ice cream out of her hand and knocking her over, squirming so that he's trapping her against his chest and Kelsi has essentially become a cuddle-pillow.

You signed up for this, Kelsi. Good luck.]


...but I like musicals. Musicals make sense and everybody gets a happily ever after, mostly. Sort of. Maybe 50/50.
choreographics: (I hope you're happy too)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[He's just force-cuddling at the moment because he knows she's right. She's right and he really, really doesn't like it.]

...yeah maybe not. The cool thing is that he turned me down from hanging out outside of the show, so maybe I won't actually have to talk to him.

[A beat.] Well. It's not cool. I just want my friend back at this point but it's always going to be awkward now.
choreographics: (How you would grovel in submission)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but did I rip out your heart and tap-dance all over it before shoving it back into your chest? We're different. [Different in that he's never felt awkward with Kelsi. Different in that Kelsi's his closest companion and biggest confidant and has never really made him feel weird about how crazy and neurotic he is thanks to being an Evans twin.]

Maybe...I don't know. You, me and him? Plus you know my sister's going to be there. I don't think he'll want to be in a room alone with all of us.
choreographics: ([Troy + Shar] Think of what we could do)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
No, I'm just a good actor.

To help us bury the body? [Wait, no, backtrack.] Oh. Maybe! There's a reason I announced it today..it lines up with the start of summer vacation. I was sort of hoping maybe Gabi would come. She has a tendency to make peace with pretty much everybody, but the problem with Gabi coming is then Troy would automatically follow and I'm still sort of afraid of being in the same room with him.
choreographics: (I'm through accepting limits)

[personal profile] choreographics 2014-03-28 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
I have to be in order to stay zen, to be honest.

No, not really. I've never actually seen him mad before that email, I left it alone after an initial response, and he came back to me a few weeks later to apologize to me. He's seriously got a problem with being the nicest guy ever.

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