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Probably. If I'm gay, everything is my mother's fault. And in being gay I think that means Dad feels like he has to strap chastity belts on both of us.

Chad didn't know he wanted me when we were in school otherwise I probably would have dragged him out. I don't know if this is TALKING or if it's all of us just being a bunch of nosy jackasses. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world though.

By the way, speaking of talking…I heard a certain something about a certain someone you might be interested in~

[theplaymaker]

My mother's an old hippie, she's totally disappointed I don't have three boyfriends and five girlfriends or something, seriously. What I don't get is how my parents ended up together, it's a hilarious concept.

We're being a bunch of nosy jackasses who also care for their friends, so we're a bunch of nice and nosy jackasses and it's the best thing in the world.

Oh, what did you hear?

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You know I could help you with that if you really wanted. I know a lot of cute lesbians too. And the answer's always weed, Kels. Always. That's how.

So…we're Wildcats. Got it. I never thought I'd miss high school so much but it's kinda nice that things carried over.

Something about a certain Mr. Cross.

[theplaymaker]

I know cute lesbians, we're in artist country, everyone is all creative, with their sexuality, too. You know that. And it probably is, how romantic.

I never thought I'd miss highschool either, up until the Spring Musical. It's great.

...what now?

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Everyone is creative with their sexuality and all you're interested in are pianos and sexy puppies.

To be fair everything before Gabriella wasn't really worth remembering. She really DID change all of it, it's sort of scary the power that girl possesses. I'm so glad we all went out on a good note.

Jason's studying carpentry…to build pianos.

:)

[theplaymaker]

You have to admit that that's pretty creative.

I still don't know how she did it. True genius indeed, she's a hero to us all. ;)

He what why how?!

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Do you ever think about the fact that if anyone saw our conversations they'd think we were nuts?

She is. I miss her too. I haven't seen her since Troy's party. It sort of bums me out because I want to know all of her secrets.

HAH. Chad told me.

[theplaymaker]

That's because we are, completely deranged. It's part of our appeal, I think.

You should give her a call, I bet she has lots to share. Especially with having lived with Chad since July.

What are you hahing? There is nothing to hah!

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I like that part of our appeal is being partially batshit. That's awesome.

I need to call her soon. We've been emailing back and forth and I think she's getting a little depressed that she and Troy have to split up for school again. Btw you're not allowed to write Troy a proposal song.

There's everything to hah about, it's just really cute.

[theplaymaker]

The base of any great friendship!

I haven't really started on it yet anyway. Why am I not allowed?

So he wants to make pianos, maybe he just likes them. Also I think you kind of have to do normal carpentry first and then continue on to piano making? I learned about that, I'm not sure now. I'm not rambling it just seems that way.

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Maybe that's why we're all in this together, because nobody else will get it.

Because Troy's not allowed to propose to Gabi until I talk to her that's why.

You know what I think? I think you're ridiculous and you're missing the blatant, obvious hints because you don't want to see them.

[theplaymaker]

What do you want to tell her?

I'm not ridiculous, I'm just realistic enough to not want to think about starting things with a high school crush who's in another state, another league and who I turned down for prom, that would be ridiculous.

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About Troy? Not a whole lot. I mostly just miss her, we used to compare notes about the guys. I just what to gauge her reaction.

…first of all, you turned him down for me and I'm pretty sure if I had asked JASON he would have said yes. Secondly if that's being realistic then what would you call what Chad and I are doing…did do…?

[theplaymaker]

Her reaction to a proposal? 'Go get your head examined.'?

Yes, I turned him down for you, I still turned him down! And that's you - Chad not me < Jason.

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Not a proposal from me!

It's still the same principle, Kels. And you still have a crush on him. We graduated over a year ago.

[theplaymaker]

I meant from Troy!

And yes, I don't see how that makes me less ridiculous.

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Oh. Yeah. She might tell him to get his head checked, I'm mostly just curious. Us nosy jackasses.

If you're still thinking about him, maybe you should just…try it. You know?

[theplaymaker]

Hey, she probably won't mind it! Bet she wants to ask you lots of questions, too.

What am I supposed to do, send dolphin pictures?

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Probably. Gabriella and I have a really strange yet satisfying relationship because our boyfriends are best friends. Even before that though…I owe a lot to her. She's sweet.

Or you posing on a piano in nothing but a hat. Bit much?

[theplaymaker]

I love how you've gone from freaking out completely to calling Chad your boyfriend just like that in the course of this conversation. I almost don't want to point it out so you don't freak again. Talking with Chad is going well, I take it? And, yes, Gabi is great. I owe her and Troy... everything, kind of.

Bit little, I'd say. Ryan, I don't know how to talk to boys I'm interested in. I can only sass idiots and you.

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I'm trying not to think about it too much. But yes, talking is going well…we're okay. I think we're going to be okay and I'm both excited and scared and I don't know how I can deal with waiting until December but I know I want to. Funny, isn't it? I think we all owe the two of them everything. Troy was right…when it's one person, the right person, they can change us all.

Then practice on me. I'm an actor, I can pretend to be Jason.

[theplaymaker]

I really think that you two can work it out. You've always gotten along so well, from that summer onward. We'll see, but I'm hoping with you. ;) And yes... Sometimes I want to go back to that time, but at the same time I'm so excited about where we all are headed.

You can't pretend to be Jason. I swear, he's like the one person in school who could open his mouth and I'd never know what would come out or how he means it. I'm still not sure if he's stupid or his mind just works really strangely.

...I'm A+ girlfriend material.

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Because you know we'll always keep each other updated? I'm excited for the future…and I'm excited to see if this thing works the way I hope.

I could pretend to be Jason if I wanted to be. I don't think he's stupid. Chad and I kinda talked about this. Jason's probably secretly smarter than all of us combined.

…Kels. You actually are. You're cute, you're quirky, you're sassy, you're talented, you're dead gorgeous when you let me doll you up a bit…what's not to like about you?

[theplaymaker]

Yeah and because I love seeing all these people I care for work it out and be really great people. And just you wait, I can already see you and Chad in your New York penthouse in a few years.

Then how are you going to pretend to be secretly smart? But, alright, yes, you're right, I don't think he's stupid. I don't really go for stupid.

I'm neurotic, I'm shy, I'm quiet, I still have low self-esteem and I care more about writing and music then just about anything else most the time?

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What's that saying about eggs and baskets?

Maybe I am secretly really smart. You don't go for stupid or we wouldn't have dated, you know that.

I'm related to Sharpay. That sort of trumps everything. And if that isn't enough there's the fact I'm also neurotic and obsessive and I've been known to have a mood swing every ten minutes. It's not easy being an artist.