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[And because he's on his phone, he accidentally ends up forwarding the whole chain of emails instead of just the part he wanted to forward. So. Kelsi gets to see everything about parents and about freshman year gay-bashing and probably a lot of stuff she didn't expect.]

I have absolutely no idea.

[theplaymaker]

[Alright. Alright, wow. One thing at a time though and after a few minutes of skimming, Kelsi searches for the mentions of Jack and tries to focus on that.]

...Ryan. Come on. He told you he was insecure and I know you meant to make him feel better, but you did it via mentioning that he was great and perfect for you and also how good he was in bed and that he fucked you really hard, which are things Chad hasn't ever done and is probably feeling particularly insecure about.

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I know! I know he hasn't and that's why he should feel a little more secure because I'm still with him despite that and I love him more than I've ever loved Jack. Doesn't that make sense?

[theplaymaker]

.......

So, Chad told me about Taylor's breasts and how good they felt pressed against him and how he'd have liked touching them, but he loves you more than he ever loved her.

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They're nice boobs. Even I can admit that.

He doesn't feel that way now, does he?

[theplaymaker]

I don't think he ever felt that way, he has never told me anything like that.

Point is, Ryan, that from his point of view, that's why you broke up with him. Because he wasn't enough and Jack was so good at things he still hasn't ever done.

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But that's not true! I told him that that wasn't true! Shouldn't that be enough?

[theplaymaker]

I'm sure it will be enough, eventually. You probably could have done without mentioning the sex twice and leaving out the eyes.

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...I wanted to emphasize the point.

I messed up didn't I.

[theplaymaker]

He'll be fine, Ryan. Don't worry.

I know, for you it's something great to be compared to the competition and come out on top, but some people would just rather not be compared. At least to their face. Especially if they can't measure up.

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What makes you think Chad can't measure up?

[theplaymaker]

You're being ridiculous, Ryan. I mean that he doesn't know yet, so he can't even measure. You're saying that the guy you essentially left him for is great at something he never did.

I'm sure he'll be a great lay, don't worry.

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I know, I know. I know…I know he'll be great, I'm not even worried about it now. I just wish Chad got that it wasn't supposed to be insulting or whatever.

Is it really a bad thing to want to be friends with my ex?

[theplaymaker]

No, Ryan, it's not. I like Jack, he's a great guy.

Chad said he'd not let it be a big thing. Just give him some time.

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He's really great, yeah.

I'll have to. I'll just have to make it up to him when I get home. Thanks, Kels.

[theplaymaker]

Hey, Ryan.

Do you still have feelings for Jack?

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Is that a trick question?

[theplaymaker]

It's an important question.

You told me once you'd want to date them both without them knowing somehow.

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I'm not going to cheat on Chad, Kelsi. WTF

[theplaymaker]

I know, Ryan. But are you going to want to?

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I am NOT having this conversation what the fuck.

[theplaymaker]

I didn't mean to offend you, Ryan. I just remember how you talked to me about deciding between Jack and Chad before.

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…I'm pretty sure I don't have feelings for Jack still no.

[theplaymaker]

Okay, good.

Because I want you and Chad to work.

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...I'll be honest? If Los Angeles hadn't happened, I would be coming home to Jack and picking up where I left off. Instead I've got a hot boyfriend and a great best friend to come back to instead.